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| Im such an idiot...Last night it got way hot in my room so I turned on the fan...WELL being the idiot i am i turned it up all the way and ADDED to the cold that I caught in NYC...I can't breathe...this sucks...lol...But anywayz school is almost out and then it will be my Sr... I can't wait...Looking back (on what I can remember) it doesn't seem that long ago...it's crazy. I'll alwayz remember the nights with my amazing friends, the people that mean the world to me, and of course Tyrone...the awesome penguin...lol...I can't believe its almost here...I never thought it would come....Thank God it has. | | |
| Ok well I just watched the saddest, most heart wrenching romance movie that I have ever seen. Brokeback Mountain. I can't even explain to you what I'm feeling right now. Heartache, depression, passion, love, and pride. I don't really know what to say. I am just so moved. | | |
| Well Well Well...OUR Beaver HS choir got the MOST OUTSTANDING CHOIR IN THE STATE so yeah what what!?!?! Anywayz I got a one on my solo at state...and I got to see alot of my friends Noel, Virginia, Jake, Thomas, and Sarah. I love you guys it was awesome to see u..well i dont have much going on right now...Im counting the days until schools out..i can't wait. And I am SOOOO looking forward to OAI...I cant wait...Love Everyone | | |
| I Made OSAI...Congrats to everyone else that did as well. New York was amazing I loved it so so so much. Some parts of New York where really nappy and dirty I didnt care for that to much but like Time Square, Rockafeller Center, Ground Zero, the Empire State Building, BROADWAY, CARNEGIE HALL all that was amazing. I survived a cab ride and several rides in the subway even though they were very scary.I loved it though. | | |
| I leave for NYC NEXT WEEK...And I cant wait...I am so excited...anywayz Yesterday was Arelhi's birthday she turned 16...Love Ya Lil...and yeah nothing much has been going on except the usual...Im sick of Beaver, I dont know how much more I can take (seriously) I think im gonna crack before to much longer. Someone told me to my face yesterday that they hope I die and rot in hell...thats pretty cool I guess. But the other day when i came home for lunch my mom was here and told me the it looks like OKC could possibly be in our future and I can not wait...I think she is finally realizing that im serious about moving out if we dont leave Beaver...and she is going to have to move anywayz to finish school. Yes people i know that you are thinking It cant be that bad...But just take a step back...I dont care who you are you should not be treated like I have been treated here in Beaver...Im sure some of this will follow me wherever I go and I am aware of that....BUT im sure that somewhere larger like the City or Tulsa is going to be more open to it than this 1500 ppl Hell Hole that Im living in...The only things keeping me sain are my 3 best friends...But soon they will be gone, for tennis and track and w/e else...And then after this year Anny and Kyra both leave to go to college...I dont think I could handle BHS with Kyra making me laugh and having Anny's smiling face to remind to smile no matter how bad it gets....Well Im done...O BTW Ive lost 12 lbs in a week and a half and still losing...Yay for me....that was stupid but Im out...Love | | |
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It's you and me and all of the people,
and i don't know why but I can't keep my eyes off of you...
HeCk_YeS!
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